So…*coughs from embarrassment*…I haven’t posted anything here for a while since my Valentine’s Day re-post. I just wanted to announce that my blog writing’s on a bit of…a hiatus. Of sorts.
I do have big plans in store, though: Edelweiss, an ARC e-galley like NetGalley that I joined, sent me a preview copy of “Towering” by Alex Flinn, her new Rapunzel retelling. I read it in about 3 days flat. And my review of it will be posted here sometime in mid-April.
However, I will not keep you waiting that long for my words of wisdom. Oh no. I’ll be posting soon, as in within March. It’s just that…all my other writing has consumed me. And my life’s doing that as well, eating away at my time and pressing other matters into my face. Serious matters. Anyway…I just wanted to drop a note to say that I’m not purposely neglecting my dear blog here. I’m alive and surviving.
And just for the heck of it: “Once Upon a Time” is a superb TV show and Muse is a fantastic rock band. What? How could you not have heard of them?!
Thought #1: Me and the Examiner. Not. I’ve made my decision to publish infrequently in order to keep my webpages active, but I’m at a standstill. What’s next, you think? What direction I am headed in now? Resounding silence from my creative spirit. Of course.
Thought #2: I just looked at a site which compiled hundreds of freelance writing gigs. I was immediately exhausted. Totally exhausted. One look, and you’d understand what I mean.
Thought #3: Why does there have to be a 2-week hiatus until the next Once Upon a Time episode? They’re torturing us fans with suspense and longing over here. (loud growls from fellow spectators)
Thought #4 (a big one): What do they mean, they don’t want any outside ideas for Merlin? One of the best TV shows out there today and they won’t even consider new scriptwriters or even stupendous ideas for the plot! Like mine, for example.
Now that Arthur and Gwen are married (thank you, season 4), the romantic spotlight has to be shifted significantly on either Merlin or the Knights of the Round Table. First idea: Gwen has a job opening. For a lady-in-waiting/servant. Well, she was Morgana’s servant for years, after all. And if Arthur has Merlin, why couldn’t Gwen have a lady-in-waiting? After all, someone else needs to find out about Merlin’s secret, provide some sort of romantic touch to the story. Perhaps this mysterious new female figure could be Merlin’s romance? No worries about royal status. She even become friends with Merlin and Gaius, be interested in magic.
Or if this new girl turns out to be another traitor like Agravaine, we could look to the knights for an uplift. Gawaine is pretty famous for his part in the Arthurian legend about Lady Ragnell. I can totally see Merlin‘s Gawaine forced to marry an enchanted beastly woman on a matter of honor and then find true love when the spell is broken through the right actions of his own just heart. Or what about Tristan? Is he going to become a Knight of Camelot? Don’t forget Mordred. Not only does he know Merlin’s secret and his secret identity, he’s friends with Morgana. Even in the “original” legends, Mordred spelled trouble in bold, big letters. Then there’s the matter of the baby girl dragon, and Lancelot’s death. I’ve been thinking about how Merlin deviates from the basics of many Arthurian legends but sticks to the true fundamentals, like how Merlin’s weakness is his compassionate heart or how Arthur’s weakness is his tendency to trust people too deeply and surely. It’s a great show. Season 5 is going to be big. But I still want to be a part of Merlin somehow. Despite the indirect rejection. Because I have a LOT of great ideas for it. Hmph.
Thought #6: I really have to start thinking seriously about the novels I want to write. Creating sub-plots for a TV show are just the tip of the iceberg that is my creativity wanting to break out and melt over my mind. I have awesome ideas (well, they are!) for a Helen of Troy story intertwined with the Iliad and the Odyssey stories and another for retelling the Greek myth of Persephone and Hades. I know the finished product could be splendid if I work hard. I just don’t want to mess up, or worse, find out that I’m no novelist, just some pathetic review writer. I want to be able to create. Creating something of that magnitude, like a book, is as momentous as child-bearing. You’re creating new life, a new world. You’re building a brand-new door that other people, including yourself, will be able to open forever and see into your mind, your soul, and the souls of the characters you’ve resurrected or brought to life. It’s magnificent, that feeling of being and making and modeling…art brings a sense of purpose to a person. It’s…magnetizing. But I have to get over my fears and try…at least brainstorm. And who knows…maybe once I start, I won’t be able to stop.
Thought #7: I’m done thinking and analyzing for now. I want to read. Maybe write. Thanks again, NetGalley, for thrilling new reads currently unpublished. 😉
I’ve been meticulously scanning over my past blog entries, some of which are irritably short and more like from a military logbook than a personal journal of thought. I’ve also noticed that I’ve stopped mentioning any of my current writing projects or reads thanks to the very psychotic Goodreads. This needs to be rectified immediately. Now. Here. After all, I’m way overdue for an up-close and personal entry. Let’s get up-to-date!
Brief Examiner.com update (we don’t want to give them more attention than they deserve, now do we?): More changes to the site have been implemented. The Examiner seems to never get enough of changes. My review quota is now 330 book reviews and 212 movie reviews in total.
According to Goodreads, I read approximately 30 books in 2011, all of varying length. I finally finished the Twilight series, the Harry Potter series…I read many classics and young adult books…I also took adult fiction seriously for the first time. Island by Jane Rogers was an ear-bleeding challenge that was worth it in the end. I fell in love (or close to it) with Rebecca Cantrell’s Hannah Vogel series after reading the author’s dream casting of her main characters (especially Michael Fassbender as the enigmatic Lars), which in turn led me to reading volume #3 (A Game of Lies) right after volume #1 (A Trace of Smoke). Now all I have to do is read volume #2 (A Night of Long Knives) and I’ll be prepared for volume #4 (A City of Broken Glass), which comes out this July. However, now I’m set on reading some recommended books, one of which is Dodie Smith’s I Capture the Castle (thank you Bookshop Talk and Romola Garai!). I have big plans for my reading list, because several new series are on it. The order in which I will read them is, thanks again to Goodreads, the only unpredictable thing left. Signing up for a delightful site called NetGalley is one of the few benefits of my book reviews for the Examiner. For once, I just may be able to review e-book ARCs before the books are released to the public. Hopefully.
My last blog entry outlined some of my troubles that have recurred in 2012 already. Now I’m going to add to the list. It seems that despite previous warnings, the Fresno Police Department and its Gestapo members will not desist in their constant harrassment of me and my mom. They won’t leave us in peace. Why, last Sunday (Jan. 29) at 11:30 p.m., we were bothered yet again by another swaggering and rude Nazi in uniform who tried to interrogate us out of turn and threaten us. The same “procedure” repeated a few days later at night (Feb. 2 at 10:30 p.m.) and during broad daylight. Yes, broad daylight. This all makes me wonder if living in Europe during World War II was as terrifying and dangerous as living in Fresno now. After all, during those times the world was in a state of war, but now we’re supposedly in a state of PEACE. Yeah right.
Back to the drawing board from my reality check-list: what am I watching these days? Well, I got to watch series 4 of the British TV show Merlin at the same time as the British, and since October 2011, I’ve been faithfully following season 1 of Once Upon a Time, an American TV show that is creative, original, and very appreciative of fairy tales. I like them. All too much. Conclusion: I’m attached to Merlin, Once Upon a Time…and Colin Morgan. Ahem.
Anyway…the horror of being in my shoes and the glaring lack of change for the better in my life is only adding more loads to my heavy bundle of pessimism. Or couldn’t you tell? Congratulations, loyal reader. Together, we’re now on top of the events in my life so far in 2012.